- It has been a while coming
- Is something completely out of my control
- Has implications for me and my life.
I'm a really independent person, so much so that I don't easily admit to myself or others that I am affected, influenced or otherwise give a care about how their decisions impact me. Even when they do. It took me about a year to tell my husband "I love you" when we were dating. It was a huge deal and I was a nervous wreck. Of course he already knew. My roommate at the time told me I was the most gun shy person she had ever met. Looking back I am pretty sure she was histrionic tho...she went through too many guys to count when we shared a flat in a super cute neighborhood in Chicago.
Anyway I am relieved, hopeful and breathing freely. Have a great weekend.
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